Looking Into Glass Opaque

Hello.
Did you know?
I mean….did you know,
That when I said I might go,
I wanted to see what you would show.
Would the light in your eyes message to me, No,
Or would you say to me good riddance in glister low.
I asked for my own gaze in your hidden soul,
For our search for “you” had been so slow,
But subtlety cannot tow,
From you what I’d know,
So I know
I don’t.