So You Think You Can…?

I am watching So You Think You Can Dance tonight, and so many thoughts are running through my mind.

1. I am such a big idea perfectionist, not OCD about details, but fiercely demanding on myself that I be flawless at everything. Watching today, I started getting sad, because I am not as good a dancer as most of the dancers on SYTYCD, but then it struck me that dancing was never what I wanted to do with my life. I love it, and it is one of my passions, but my dream was always to act. So, maybe its ok that I am not THE best dancer in the world, there are other things I want to do with my life.

2. I want to be an actress so badly, I have to be willing to TRY, to work hard, and to take GOOD care of myself.

3. In order to succeed greatly, one must be willing to fail greatly.

“A life lived in fear is a life half lived.”