About a week ago, I wrote a blog post about man’s ability to choose his God. I have noticed that God will, in many ways, be whoever we ask Him to be. Even immediately after I wrote it, though I felt it was finished and said it was supposed to say, I felt like there was something else I was supposed to write in addition … Continue reading Make Your Choice
*title by Patrick O’Donnell The hard thing, the impossible thing, about God, or really I guess about a true relationship with God, is that He is not physically present in the way that our other relationships are. The philosophical question as my husband phrased it is, “Is it even possible to have a relationship with someone who is not accountable to us? Is it possible … Continue reading “The Elusive Nature of God”
The darkness was supposed to have lifted. And maybe it did. But I could not see it because I was still screaming. In the fetal position on the floor with my hands covering my eyes and my ears. Screaming like no one has ever heard someone scream before. Feeling every tendril of despair wrapping around me. Bits of my heart being sucked through my skin … Continue reading Come to Me
Duct tape clings to my face as twisting fingers pull and clasp at it. Fuck you monsters. I can’t stop screaming as each moment passes. Moments have tendriled phlanges curling around themselves, Scraping their prey in millions of different directions at once. Stop the moments, Screaming at the top of my lungs, I beg for relief from the opposite of a hurricane. Spinning outward until … Continue reading King and God
Lord, I don’t know if I believe in soulmates,Because if I believed in soulmates,I’d have to believe that we were meant to be together,And I don’t know if I could handle that pain. Continue reading Soulmates?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMw2S_4zTrc So I was watching this video about Acting, which has always been my dream, and one thing they talked about was the necessity of knowing exactly what you believe. Here I am to do a post about what I believe. What do I, personally, believe about God?I believe everything in The Apostles Creed.“I believe in one God, the Father Almighty, Creator of Heaven … Continue reading What I Believe