Lea Michele: What I wanted to say to you back then

Lea Michele, I haven’t forgotten you. For years I have had the image of you plastered in my mind from the tabloids after you found out Cory Monteith had died. My heart bled for you. There was one that talked about what he said to you in his last voicemail. It struck me as cruel to report about such a sacred moment in your life. … Continue reading Lea Michele: What I wanted to say to you back then

Ecstasy

Have you ever felt so much pleasure that you thought your entire body might explode? Have you ever stopped being intimate because you were afraid you might not be able to handle what was coming? Have you ever submitted completely only to be racked by a painful pleasure that just won’t stop? If you haven’t, you haven’t experienced all that the orgasm has to offer. … Continue reading Ecstasy

Sabotage

It’s crazy to me how promptly my psyche starts to sabotage any amount of success I experience. I self-published a book last night, and almost immediately the chorus began. “You just self-published, that doesn’t mean anything, no one will ever read it anyway.” I even started feeling like I was ripping people off who decided to buy it. And that’s ridiculous! I know because the … Continue reading Sabotage

When Morning Sickness is not just Morning Sickness

Dear Reader, I am so tired. I am here to talk to you about something that not many know about, and those who do know about it know it all too well. Morning sickness is an often joked about part of pregnancy. Women on television daintily vomit into a trash can and go on about their day. Then, second trimester they are fine. There are … Continue reading When Morning Sickness is not just Morning Sickness

Motherhood DID Ruin My Life

I keep seeing all these posts from other women that are supposed to be jabs at “the liberals” for talking about how miserable having lots of kids makes them.(I know I know Stereotype but it’s not my stereotype it’s theirs!) Instead it just makes me feel like they are showing off how awesome their life is. Now I know they aren’t doing this on purpose, … Continue reading Motherhood DID Ruin My Life

Fire Within and Without

Maybe it’s a desire for the end of the surrealA craving for something beyond comprehension-to become real. Maybe its a vindictive self abuseA desire for a pain that speaksTo others and your crueller self Maybe its a question of worthinessAm I worthy to be worriedOnly if its me too Maybe it’s even worseA desire for the attention to center on yourselfA narcissistic disease Maybe that … Continue reading Fire Within and Without

Circmstances Under Which Coming Home to a Clean House is INFURIATING…Part 1

So, background information to this story is that at the moment I am working two jobs, one of which counts kinda as play, because it is a PLAY 😉 Haha see what I did there?  and the other of which is retail.  Now, I love retail, and I love theater, but one thing about retail is that you are running around all day, you don’t … Continue reading Circmstances Under Which Coming Home to a Clean House is INFURIATING…Part 1