Embrace Your Cross

“Eloi, Eloi, Lama Sabbactani My God, My God, why have you abandoned me?” My God, My God, why did you abandon me? I gave You everything. No matter how hard everything was. I gave You my childhood. I gave you the feeling of being invincible that I never got to feel. I gave You my obedience that destroyed my dreams, and my spirit for years. … Continue reading Embrace Your Cross

Post Partum Depression

A mama who I admire and respect posted a link about Post Partum Depression today. She commented above it about her own struggle with “raging hormones” and “stream of consciousness” thoughts. My stomach clenched in excitement and fear. Someone saw me. Someone knew whats been happening to me. Something that I have been trying to hide, even from myself. The scariest thing about Post Partum … Continue reading Post Partum Depression