Ashley

Do you have secrets too? Do you ever wish someone would hear you? I’m sorry I make you feel your pain. Mine got too big to hide.

Writing a Book

I’m writing a book. She’s called horrible, awful, things. And she’s dark as f*** No one likes her either. I think she scares them Almost, maybe, as much as i do. Maybe not, that would be a lot. Our world is trying to escape, but I drowned in escape, So I’m trying to cope, but... Continue Reading →

I don’t know if anybody even reads these anymore. This page is kind of my pet project. I love you. If you are here….well and even if you are not, but sometimes I get tired of so many being…not. You know I post suzannagoretti stuff on TikTok, almost all of it gets 0 likes…sometimes 200... Continue Reading →

For so Long

Becoming a mom hit me HARD. I lost my first baby, Threw up the whole pregnancy with the second Woke up in a puddle of blood And had her 10 weeks early After a week in the hospital I lost my job Had to move in with my parents Who really did not understand I... Continue Reading →

Advice from the Grave

Have mercy on your reader-Was it Kurt Vonnegut who yelled at me 50 years ago?Was I being too cryptic?If I keep my secrets do you just stop looking?What makes us search for meaningwhen something is confusing,or drop it becauseits not worth it?Is it because I’m not worth searchingor is it because I have degree in... Continue Reading →

Poetry

I stopped writing poetry for years Because why bother if no one cares?I write to communicate something Not to have a dusty pamphlet rotting in the basement

A Letter to the Misfits

Dear Lonely One, I see you. Holding yourself together in the corner in back of the Church, frantically rocking your babies in the front row, sitting at home because it hurt too much last time. I see you struggling and doing your best. I see you when they speak cruel words to you and it... Continue Reading →

What Broke In Me

The Vox article about Trump’s damage to Christianity( Link here) is something I agree deeply with, even if I don’t agree with every word they say in thearticle. Even if Trump did some good, the cruelty he delivered it with and the lack of compassion that he delivered it with deserved to be pointed out... Continue Reading →

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