Yesterday, after awkwardly attempting to share the story of why I believe that our house was such a gift from God, I found out about 2 separate tragic deaths. Both are far enough removed from me that it doesn't really make sense for me to be grieving, but they really hit me hard. I found... Continue Reading →
God Hears Your Petty Prayers
Earlier this week, I laid on my stomach in our bed in complete despair. I was budgeting, and we couldn't make it on what we had. There was no way to meet all of our needs. I was going to have to get a job and leave my sweet little girls in daycare, or Patrick... Continue Reading →
A Book
People talk about how reading a book is like going on a journey. In some ways, that's just a thing they say. But when you read something that really speaks, And especially if it is really about a journey, That thing they say holds something more. It is a reality that springs up in front... Continue Reading →
Jonah
Have you ever thought about checking yourself into a mental institution?Felt like you were looking into a mirror on the backside of your brainAnd that all you found was the potential for terror and not to mention, horror-Your own ability to destroy everything good in your own life?I think the most horrifying moment in life... Continue Reading →
To Emma
Dear Little Emma,My precious little girl, prettiest thing I've ever seen. I'm here to tell you about your daddy. He's come at a time I thought you would never be. I stopped wanting to see you, so the pain wouldn't eat me alive. I dreamed you last night and I couldn't even breathe. You are the... Continue Reading →
“I tell my piano the things I used to tell you”
When the wonder runs low and intolerableHeaviness of air threatens to end all,When the leaves of fall become kaleidoscopesOf grandeur and time tick tocking past.
The Saddest Thing I’ve Seen
Ok, we take a break from "The Circumstances" story, to talk about the saddest thing I've ever seen.This comes on because this weekend, I met a lovely man, had a couple of great conversations with him. He texted me this morning, and we found out that I am moving to his hometown in 2 weeks(I... Continue Reading →