Hush. Do you hear the melody of the candles flame? Can you feel the smoke as it twists through your nose? Are you waiting for everyday's chores to tornade-o into your mind, Or are you capable of this moment, quiet and clean? Tell me traveler if the time stops running by, But not... Continue Reading →
Vengeance is Mine.
The land runs red with the lives of so many. Politicians clamoring for it to echo with their truth, Screaming out for their own brand of justice, The one that makes them Ceaser, A head on their very own golden coin. Riches mean more to them that the lives of the little people. But doesn't... Continue Reading →
The Two Great Commandments
So, now my husband writes erotica. And the weird thing is, I'm kinda jealous. Like, I might start writing it too. I write poetry, stories, screenplays, whatever, let's just add in sex stories! Because people are not already freaked out enough by me. Oh and I sell sex toys, and I want to learn how... Continue Reading →
Watching from the outside
The doors are closing in front of me Things I'm doing are just a symptom of the winds that swirl outside. I can still see into the building Demons crashing and screaming against each other A sign up that all those outside are going to hell. Is that how it works? The Bible says Those... Continue Reading →
Come to Me
The darkness was supposed to have lifted. And maybe it did. But I could not see it because I was still screaming. In the fetal position on the floor with my hands covering my eyes and my ears. Screaming like no one has ever heard someone scream before. Feeling every tendril of despair wrapping around... Continue Reading →
Mind your own damn business!
So I had an interesting experience today. An old man on a plane I was on came up to me at baggage claim and asked if he could talk to me. So Creepy! So I said no, because that's weird! So he gets all close up to me and tells me that I need a... Continue Reading →
Anger
Ive never been an angry person. In fact, for most of my life I never got angry no matter what anyone did to me- just hurt or maybe upset but never angry. Now last night I caught myself calming myself down at work by imagining different ways to kill the person who made me mad.... Continue Reading →
Ok today
I was going to write a reflection on how difficult this weekend was and how relieved I am it's over. But that is not what's in me today.Today, I was blessed with having my shift cancelled at work. Freed from all the stress that was descending on me last night. Then I got to spend... Continue Reading →
Motherhood DID Ruin My Life
I keep seeing all these posts from other women that are supposed to be jabs at "the liberals" for talking about how miserable having lots of kids makes them.(I know I know Stereotype but it's not my stereotype it's theirs!) Instead it just makes me feel like they are showing off how awesome their life... Continue Reading →
Palm Sunday
It's Palm Sunday today. Growing up this was a day that even if we were seriously sick you went to Mass anyway. But I am not going to Mass today. I am looking in on myself from the outside in while I sit volunteering at a yoga studio,reflecting on that girl. I know what my mother... Continue Reading →