http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMw2S_4zTrc So I was watching this video about Acting, which has always been my dream, and one thing they talked about was the necessity of knowing exactly what you believe. Here I am to do a post about what I believe.What do I, personally, believe about God?I believe everything in The Apostles Creed."I believe in one... Continue Reading →
My Success?
I could explain all of this but I will just post the url to the website I am obeying...http://milkthepigeon.com/2012/01/13/audi-r8-by-29-or-bust-success-for-20-somethings/Part 1Anti-SuccessI do not want to work for people who do not tell me what they want.I do not want to become evil because I do what I want.I do not want to feel like my life... Continue Reading →
The Black Forest
Before it happened, I was driving through St Louis-looking at power lines.Just like Dallas-so many ugly power lines.I hate when there are so many power lines everywhere.DId I just not see these at home?Every time I see these I wonder, why do I hate themSo much, an immense frustration every timeThey offend my eyes and ruin... Continue Reading →
9000 and 100
The numbers whenever I watch something like this just blow my mind.8000-9000 square feet.....isn't that more than last year.100 homes...one hundred.And it's not containedSo much is safe, it's like worry is moot,Why be worried everyone is fine...Don't be sadBut everything is NOT fine.Those numbers. Maybe its self-absorption to actually BE upset,Selfish to worry about a... Continue Reading →
Fire Within and Without
Maybe it's a desire for the end of the surrealA craving for something beyond comprehension-to become real.Maybe its a vindictive self abuseA desire for a pain that speaksTo others and your crueller selfMaybe its a question of worthinessAm I worthy to be worriedOnly if its me tooMaybe it's even worseA desire for the attention to... Continue Reading →
Her Own Mistress
She breathed in, nearly spoke,Wrote that she could pray,For just a moment.And then her mistress came back.What do you think you are doing?What is wrong with you?You went to see The Great Gatsby four times?That's stupid.Why do you keep listening to all these singers?Stop playing Lana Del Rey over and over.There's no hope for you... Continue Reading →
Dragons
What is wrong with me?Why can't I do anything I love?Not in public anyway,It's like I'm hiding.I want to write,I want to be so much, But I am breathing inAnd holding it.Where do I go, what do I doTo breathe again?Reporter's complain About another's melodrama,Writing is breathing to me, Singing is life,Dancing is joy,Acting is being truly... Continue Reading →
Good Morning
Good morning, how are you today?I was so glad to hear from you.The phone rang with your things to say,And wishes I cannot undo.A heart's wave rose to hear your call,Sunk in emotionless despair,Woke in gratefulness for the allTender, care, friend-love in your air.A meaningless gesture of loveFrom another to another's own,Whispered like sun rays... Continue Reading →
Lost
I just want to write what I really feel, Don't really want to talk tonight. I just wanted to talk about what's sneaking out my windowpanes I can't express. I wanted to see your name on the ID again, I wanted that picture to great my eyes again. Everytime I see it, I see you and... Continue Reading →
So You Think You Can…?
I am watching So You Think You Can Dance tonight, and so many thoughts are running through my mind. 1. I am such a big idea perfectionist, not OCD about details, but fiercely demanding on myself that I be flawless at everything. Watching today, I started getting sad, because I am not as good a... Continue Reading →
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